Wednesday, April 13, 2011

The Wait... getting harder and harder.

Being this close to the end is in some ways agonizing. It's kind of a two-edged sword. Knowing that there is only one more step standing between me and my little girl is awesome, don't get me wrong. But knowing that there is only one last thing to get taken care of makes me want to hold her all the more! I just so badly want my phone to ring to tell me that she is ready for her Mama to pick her up.

It's like it's so close to happening that I can just barely stand it.

The wait is getting increasingly hard.

My friend and fellow adoptive mama is waiting for her little love to come home. She just got updated pictures...I have to admit, I'm trying not to be jealous, but it's hard. I love my pics of Cora...but they are from Jan. 11. I'm sure she has changed so much over the past three months and I wish I knew what she looked like right now. It's hard to have a certain picture of your daughter in your head, then get to Korea, meet her, and try to adjust because she doesn't look like what you had pictured.

Ok, time to go cast all my cares on the One who matters.

1 comment:

Karen said...

oh, how I wish we'd all get lots of updates! My turn to be jealous now though! ;)