Wednesday, September 8, 2010

First Day of School

Gulp.

Tell me it isn't so...tell me I don't have a child old enough to start school! How can this be? Where has the time gone?

We officially have completed our first day of school here on Hubler Planet. That's correct...right here...on Hubler Planet. Jason and I have prayed long and hard about this decision and we have decided to dive head first into the adventure that is homeschooling. Ella and Ben couldn't be happier about this idea and are so excited about it that I'm wondering how I will ever keep up with their curiousity and thirst for knowledge right now.

Our day started early. Very. Early.

Lily decided it wasn't a proper start if it wasn't at 5:40am. Yep. Early.

I tried to wipe the sand from my eyes and get them to stay open without the aid of toothpicks while I waited for the other two rabble-rousers to get up.

Ben sauntered downstairs around 7:15am and immediately asked "when do we start school, Mama?" It wasn't easy for this boy to wait for another hour and a half for his big sister to wake up.



In the meantime, Lily decided it was a perfect morning to get in a little whistling action. I love that noise sweet sound any time of the day...but in the wee hours of the morning...well, it's just that much more enjoyable.

Thank you sweet baby. Mama loves you.



Aahhh, finally Ella came down and much to Ben's delight, the day could begin. Of course everyone knows the best way to start off a good day is by having a good breakfast.



I'm such a super mom that I let them pick out whatever cold cereal they wanted. Just like Every. Other. Day. here on Hubler Planet.

I know, I should have made bacon and pancakes, waffles and sausage, something special, something memorable. But need I remind you that I was up at 5:40am?

I don't want anyone to forget that.



Not even a bowl of mini wheats could damper this boy's spirit.



Once everyone's tummies were nice and full, it was time to get out our school crates. The kids got to go shopping for pencils, markers, glue, etc a few weeks back and haven't been allowed to mess with it until the official start of school. Needless to say, Ben and Ella were riffling through their shiny new things with gusto.

Who knew a $3.99 crate could bring so much joy.



Ella wasn't quite sure why we were working on writing...she assured me she already knew all of her letters.

But when I told her we were going to learn how to write them "pretty"...well, she was inspired to get busy.

That and being able to use a new pencil.



I couldn't have asked for more concentration! Ben gave me 100% all day long. Seriously...who knew this boy could buckle down and work so diligently?

It surprised the socks off of me.



He was just as proud of himself.



He rocked it when it came to reading. I wasn't even planning on starting Ben this year in school...afterall, he's only 4 years old.

But this boy...this smarty-pants boy...has been paying a lot of attention when Ella was playing school with him. He knows all his letters and their sounds.

I wish I could take credit for this.

He begged me to teach him how to read. How could a mama say no to that sweet face?

PS. Ella has been hired as the new photographer in the house.



Although Ben is a rock star at reading...he's not so much in the photography department.

Try Again, Honey.



Third times a charm, trust me.



At'a boy.

We learned about alligators during science. You know...alligators...the ones that can grow to be up to 16 feet long, live to be 56 years old, eat bottles, rocks, pigs, turtles, and wood (amongst other things), have babies that are 8" long even though their eggs are only a mere 3" in height, and whose new teeth grow back in once the old ones fall out. Yeah. Those beasts.

In honor of such fine animals, we decided we should make some alligator bread.



I know, he's too cute for words.

How 'bout a close-up?



Gotta love those eyes. He was mightly tasty.

And for a little artwork to keep things fancy...we made some puppies.



Heeheee, they make me laugh just looking at them.



And lots of books from the library about pets. Even Lily loved getting in on the reading action. She took her seat on my lap and snuggled in for the stories.

That girl loves books. I'm afraid it won't be long until she'll be wanting me to teach her how to read.

Seriously, earlier this week she sat in my lap for 45 minutes while I read to her. "Ree...Ree" (Translation, in case you didn't get that: Read...Read) And we stopped because I was really tired of reading...she outlasted me. True story.

And how did our first day of school end, you ask?



With one very sad boy. He was not happy what-so-ever that school was done for the day.

I think that means it was a success overall. Don't ya think?

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Dear Toothfairy

What's a sure fire way to know that your little ones are indeed getting bigger? Losing their first tooth will do it.

How is my baby old enough to lose a tooth yet? I'm pretty sure it wasn't long ago that I was pregnant and pushing that horrible life-saving IV cart around my house. Was it really that long ago that I was walking that crying and screaming sweet-as-honey baby up and down the hallway trying to get her to sleep? I'm sure it was a just a few months ago that I was watching her learn how to take her first steps!

Hmmm...I really must be getting old, my memory is failing me.

Ella has assured me that she is indeed old enough to lose her very first tooth.



It all happened while we were on vacation up at Kabetogama. Ella woke up that morning and said that she could hardly eat her breakfast because her tooth was hurting so much. Upon investigating, I told her that it was going to be coming out today "for sure" because it was just that wiggly. I followed her around like a hawk the whole day. That evening, I asked Nana if she could watch Ella for 20 minutes so I could run to our cabin and get Ben ready for bed. When she brought Ella back to our cabin, she held a baggie out to me and said "Oh...she lost her tooth on a strawberry that she had for bedtime snack". Ugh. After all that work of tracking my daughter all day, she went and lost the thing without me being present. Once Nana left, we jumped and squealed with glee that her first tooth had fallen out...and then once she went to bed and was fast asleep, I cried that I had missed the whole thing.

I know...I'm a sap. An emotional girl who wears her heart on her sleeve.

Once we got home, we got out her tooth container that she had gotten from her G. Auntie Mimi. She has been waiting years to use it. Ella carefully wrote her letter to the tooth fairy...



She really, really wanted to keep her first tooth. It was a pretty cute one, after all. I was kind of hoping the toothfairy would leave it too...since I missed seeing it fall out in the first place and all.
 



Ella had a million questions that night......"How will she know to come to my house?"..."How will she get inside?"..."How will she know which room is mine?"...  I'll spare you the other 999,997 of them. Truly, I never thought she would stop. 



I wasn't even sure that girl would even fall asleep that night...so much excitement pounding through her veins...you could feel the energy in her room.



Ella woke up at the crack of dawn and came bounding in my room. She could barely contain herself. The toothfairy...well, as it turns out, is pretty cool. Not only did she leave Ella a present, but she left her the very fairy that she had been wanting for months. And a personal letter to top it off.

All I could think of was what a mess of fairy dust that little thing had left behind. Ella, however, wouldn't allow me to clean any of it up.

Monday, August 9, 2010

One Year Ago...


One year ago today ...

Exactly one year ago today....

My sweet, precious daughter was put in my arms. Forever to be together. Forever to be a family. Forever to be her Mama.

My Yoo, Jeeah...My Lily...My Treasure. I love you with all my heart.

Friday, August 6, 2010

The Sweeter Side


"Mom, you're cute."

"Aaaahhh, thanks Ben! That's sweet of you!"

"And I love you."

"I love you, too, Benjamin"

Thursday, August 5, 2010

On This Very Day...One Year Ago

One Year Ago.

Already.

Time goes too fast.



One year ago today, I met my sweet little girl.

Little did I know that she would capture my heart in only a way that Miss Lily Jeeah could.

It's been an emotional day...thoughts stopping me at every turn...little memories popping into my head.

Memories brining me back once again...Meeting Lily

Remembering...
I swear I can still feel the butterflies in my stomach from when I woke up that morning, restless with anticipation. It was early, the city was just starting to wake up. The clock was ticking ever so slowly, time traveling at a turtle's pace. I wondered if 9:30 would ever arrive.

Remembering...
Eggs, toast, oj...trying to swallow them down past the lump in my throat. Nervous. Excitment. Head spinning. Thoughts kept coming into my head, whirling around...What would she be like? Would she like me? I can't believe I'm in Korea. I'm waiting to meet my daughter for the Very. First. Time. All surreal. All Unbelievable.

Remembering...
The walk from the Guest House to the SWS business building where our social worker was. The black van parked outside the front door waiting to take us to Jeeah's house. The driver starting it up and getting the air conditioning running. The small little elevator and pushing button number 6. I remember it. I remember it all.

Remembering...
There it is again, the jitters in my stomach as the elevator climbs upward. Everything is finally happening. And soon...well, soon, I will meet my daughter. The one who I have dreamt about for years, the one who I have prayed for, the one who's picture I have looked at on my fridge no less than a thousand times, the one who I so desperately and dearly love.

Remembering...
The elevator stops, the doors open, and Jason and I step out. The social worker's office is just to the left, the door is closed and my heels are clicking on the hard floor as I walk.

Remembering...
We are asked to have a seat and wait for a few minutes while the paperwork is finished up. The wait feels like hours when in reality it is only about 10 minutes. My heart beats fast as my pulse refuses to slow. The anticipation is staggering and it's so thick you could cut it with a knife. A Mama and a Daddy waiting with bated breath for the moment they have longed for...



Fast forward to today. August 5, 2010. Lily Jeeah has grown so much...she has grown into her place in our family. We have bonded so much over the course of the past year. Ups and downs. Steps forward and back. All to be expected in this lifelong journey of adoption. I have had the privledge of watching this amazing girl grow up. Lily Jeeah is compassionate, snuggly, loving, curious, and smart-as-a-whip. She has shown us her personality little by little and each day we get to see and know her a little more. Lily loves to read books in the morning while snuggling on mama's lap with her milk in her hands. She loves to be independant while trying new things like putting on her shoes. But she also likes to show who wears the pants in the family by letting Mama know what bite of food she wants and when. By pointing. And nodding her head. And picking the fork up and putting it in my hand.

She's a real go-getter, that little Lily. She has managed to single-handedly capture my heart. In one fell- swoop. Just like that.

Lily Jeeah...Mama loves you. You are my treasure. I am so grateful that God has allowed me to be your mama. I am so blessed to spend each and every day with you. I, indeed, am the lucky one. 

Beauty in 3 Different Ways

I'm starting to learn photoshop...and all the amazing things it can do.




Doesn't hurt to have an incredibly photogenic and willing participant either...



I can hardly take my eyes off of those eyes....



And she's this beautiful on the inside as well.


Tettiguchi State Park

We had a blast camping...in a tent no less.

Who knew we were the camping kind of people?!?


Planning another trip is already in the works.

I'm sorry, did your jaw just fall to the floor?

(More Pics to come....this is just a preview of the kiddos.)